My Nerves

I know my nerves will be shot until the 28th of this month... I don't know how well my sleep will be until then.. I'm sure I'll remain sick with fear until that time over this electricity - I do not feel safe anymore after what has happened. I hope and pray things will go smoothly and no more electrical problems but I remain in fear.

The 28th Ron D Dee will be here and I'll move to Tulsa, OK with him. Wish us luck!!

I am feeling very (openly) nervous right now... it's been a long time since I've been in a relationship and moving to a new state on top of this in the next 3 weeks... between that and scared of this electric in the mean time... I'm a nervous wreck right now! lol. It's going to be hard for me to sleep again... I'm afraid I'll be awake all night long tonight worrying - that is typical of me.
I'm going to have to leave Nut and Honey behind and this saddens me... but I was told they will be fine here. Pepper I'm going to try to bring with me... but I will miss my girls. I'm thinking of this tonight.