Emotional Train-Wreck

I'm wondering now if I should wait 2 or 3 more years - give Hannah time be a young adult - watch her from a distance. That would give me time to "catch myself", think on the best approach and just watch her - see if I can ever find an appropriate opening.

I've waited 19 years now -- I've been an emotional wreck since the day I could not bring her home from the hospital - I can wait longer - maybe I should. Give her a chance to be and adult first.... these are my current thoughts.