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Tuesday, October 9, 2018

Thinking Long And Hard

I'm gonna take a few days to give serious thought on making contact with Hannah. -- I'm torn: On one hand I may "mess up her world" if I say something. On the other hand, I might make her happy that she knows a little something of me (even if I never meet her face to face - that I'm way to scared to do! -Rather only contact via IM or maybe phone). I don't want to spook her, I don't want to upset her, I don't want to interfere in her life. -- Yet I want to say something... just to let her know that she's NEVER been forgotten. 

From what I can tell, she's very happy and healthy (my main concerns) and I now know what she looks like -- something I've been wanting to know for years!! So I'm happy -- I got what I wanted: A happy, healthy girl (young woman) and I wanted her to look like her father (and she favors him so much!). She's beautiful!


I don't even know if she realizes that she's adopted or not... will she realize that she looks nothing like her parents? Have they told her? Have they kept this a secret from her? -- I really don't know what to do right now.... so I'll wait, give it some time, and think long and hard about it first.


My EX today -- My Hannah(?)
They look like father and daughter -- my gosh!!

They look like father and daughter -- and her name is exactly my daughters: Hannah Grace Fendley... and my daughter and her were both born 6/25 -- both are 19 and both here in Arkansas -- is it really her? What are the odds of two girls with the exact same everything -- and looks like him?!!





She looks like him... if this is my Hannah.... she favors her father.

She's got his eyes, cheeks bones, face shape
My nose -- her father's everything else.
I look more like my dad too -- 
I have a bit of my mom (my height) but every thing else I look a lot like my dad. 

  
THEY look like father and daughter -- she's doesn't look like me.


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