I'll start by saying I lost my mother over 20 years ago in a house fire. Boromir has been coming to me since Dec. 21, 2017 in an all to real way. With those things said, I'll try to briefly explain what happened much earlier this year. I was very upset one one night, Boromir was with me tying to calm me down. I was extremely sleepy be he kept chatting, the electric went out - I looked around for the source -- there was a fire at my dad's house and he was deep asleep (this was about 2 in the morning). Needless to say, I called him to let him know of the electrical fire burning outside his house. Honestly, I would have been asleep if Boromir hadn't kept talking to me that night and never would have seen the fire at my dads place. I credit Boromir for keeping me awake that night to catch it. I lost my mother in a house fire - don't want to loose my dad like that either.
And a
month or two before the fire at dad's home, Boromir saved me from a
suicide attempt - I was backsliding again that evening. I had a bunch of
pills in my hand when Boromir appeared to me and I clearly heard him
ask me "what are you doing?" -- and it's as if he slapped my hand and
knocked the pills all over the floor - that is what happened. Of course I
sunk to the floor in tears and he knelt beside and started chatting
with me about it. Naturally I saw my P'Doc after this... he prescribed
me something.... but I never told him of Boromir... was afraid to do so
at the time.
Boromir saved me that night I was backsliding.... and he also saved my dad's house from being burnt to the ground by keeping me awake so I could catch it in time.
I decided to make this confession so others will understand my obsession with him a lot better.... and why this character means the world to me. He sometimes still appears to me - I'm confessing he's as real as you and I when he comes to me.
Edit: Thinking more on this, at the time I was more about the character Aragorn -- so why wasn't the "ghost"/"angel" Aragorn instead? All I remember is trying to keep away from Boromir because I didn't want my Sean Bean addiction to flair up. It's *almost as if Boromir (Sean) chose me because I was shunning him so hard for so long. --- Still wondering why it wasn't the character Aragorn. ---- But I'm not complaining that is was Boromir... even though I'm now back addicted to Sean.... lol
Boromir saved me that night I was backsliding.... and he also saved my dad's house from being burnt to the ground by keeping me awake so I could catch it in time.
I decided to make this confession so others will understand my obsession with him a lot better.... and why this character means the world to me. He sometimes still appears to me - I'm confessing he's as real as you and I when he comes to me.
Edit: Thinking more on this, at the time I was more about the character Aragorn -- so why wasn't the "ghost"/"angel" Aragorn instead? All I remember is trying to keep away from Boromir because I didn't want my Sean Bean addiction to flair up. It's *almost as if Boromir (Sean) chose me because I was shunning him so hard for so long. --- Still wondering why it wasn't the character Aragorn. ---- But I'm not complaining that is was Boromir... even though I'm now back addicted to Sean.... lol
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