Hearting Heart

My heart is hurting again. 5 years of him by my side - almost 24/7 we were together for 5 years. He went outside but not nearly as often as my girls. 5 years of helping him though all of his sicknesses and him with me during my illnesses - this time he got a fatal illness.

Ready for that noon cup of coffee, Honey outside as usual, Nut-Nut hiding in her drawer and no Pepper by my side. I'm not crying but have a huge pain in my heart right now. Maybe the warming of the coffee will help to ease it a bit.