Day 4 Without Honey

 

Doing okay tonight - I keep reminding myself that Nut-Nut needs me so I can't just totally break down. I've got to stay strong for us. I keep missing Honey so bad. I'm still at the point where it's hard to enjoy anythng.It hurts like hell without her. 

Honey is suppose to be here with me sharing: sharing love, sharing food, sharing laughs, sharing life, sharing with Nut. Sharing is the word right now.

 12 years is not enough time to be with the one you love. 12 years flew by in a flash. 12 wonderful years with you Honey. Always in my heart, always my love. 

I'm going to watch "That Darn Cat!" and "Cat From Outer Space" - DC and Jake are Nut and Honey's boyfriends. Haha - A way to honor Honey's memory. We watched these films together, in fact, these are some of the last films we watched together - Honey curled in my arms.