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Sunday, December 9, 2018

Be At Peace Pepper

I had a great dream last night. Pepper was placed in a glass coffin and a special crown was made for him (a copy of Aragorn's crown) that was placed in his glass coffin with him by Aragorn himself. Aragorn was King, all the characters gathered around Pepper, services for him was held and the Gondorian soldiers carried his coffin and Pepper was laid to rest in the Tomb of Elendil.
 ----- I feel at peace today.





Edit:
It is quieter and lonelier without Pepper here... I miss him very much. But I'm at peace knowing he's out of his suffering and pain. My dream last night about him really helped me - I guess it was a coping dream - but a nice one.

I'm finding I miss talking to him all the time. He was inside most of the time with me... I got so used to talking to him and I don't have that anymore. Helps that it's getting cold outside and Nut-Nut is staying indoors more often. I've always talked to the girls too but now I have to direct all my talks to Nut-Nut only and Honey when she decides to come inside. Strangely, it will be the winter forcing my girls to stay indoors more often that will help ween me off my talking to Pepper... but I'm at peace. 

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