July 29 2024, I got not only a pack but a carton and started back smoking again. I knew I should have listened to myself and got only the one pack but it's done and over - no use crying over spilled milk. No smoking is a long hard battle for me. I like smoking, I miss smoking - and because of that it's harder to quit smoking. I need to learn to hate smoking - but I can't, not yet anyway.
Today is day two of no smoking again. Yesterday August 10th I was out of cigarettes so I now begin my no smoking again. Recounting down the days. Have to start over - it wasn't like just one cigarette. I knew that a carton was too great and it was.
Anyway, my battle with 'Sauron' is far from over. Back on my no smoking as I should have been all along or just start back smoking and forget the no smoking stuff. Gotta make up my mind.
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